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Not the only wake-up guest

At the age of 40, I began to look back on my youth and look into the future.
- Preface: it's not the only wake-up guest in those days
- Chapter 1: not the first reunion (1)
- Chapter 1: not the first reunion (2)
- Chapter 1: not the first reunion (3)
- Chapter 1: not the first reunion (4)
- Chapter 1: not the first reunion (5)
- Chapter 1: not the first reunion (6)
- Chapter two: through the youth of classical school (1)
- Chapter two: through the youth of classical school (2)
- Chapter two: through the youth of classical school (3)
- Chapter two: through classical youth (4)
- Chapter II: through classical youth (5)
- Chapter 2: through classical youth (6)
- Chapter II: through classical youth (7)
- Chapter II: through classical youth (8)
- Chapter II: through classical youth (9)
- Chapter 2: through classical youth (10)
- Chapter II: through classical youth (11)
- Chapter II: through classical youth (13)
- Chapter 4: no years to turn back (2)
- Chapter II: through classical youth (12)
- Chapter II: through the youth of classical school (15)
- Chapter II: through classical youth (14)
- Chapter II: through classical youth (16)
- Chapter three: true language and illusion in dreams (2)
- Chapter II: through classical youth (17)
- Chapter II: through classical youth (18)
- Chapter two: through the youth of classical school (19)
- Chapter three: true language and illusion in dreams (1)
- Chapter two: through the youth of classical school (20)
- Chapter five: feigning madness will inevitably lead to false reality (2)
- Chapter three: true language and illusion in dreams (3)
- Chapter 3: true language and illusion in dreams (4)
- Chapter 3: true language and illusion in dreams (5)
- Chapter 3: true language and illusion in dreams (6)
- Chapter 3: true language and illusion in dreams (7)
- Chapter 3: true language and illusion in dreams (8)
- Chapter 3: true language and illusion in dreams (9)
- Chapter 3: true language and illusion in dreams (10)
- Chapter 3: true language and illusion in dreams (11)
- Chapter 3: true language and illusion in dreams (12)
- Chapter 3: true language and illusion in dreams (13)
- Chapter 4: there is no time to turn back (1)
- Chapter five: feigning madness will inevitably lead to false reality (1)
- Chapter 4: no years to turn back (3)
- Chapter 4: no years to turn back (4)
- Chapter 4: no years to turn back (5)
- Chapter 4: no years to turn back (6)
- Chapter 6: years are gentle like a knife (1)
- Chapter 4: no years to turn back (7)
- Chapter 4: no years to turn back (8)
- Chapter 4: no years to turn back (9)
- Chapter 4: no years to turn back (10)
- Chapter 4: no years to turn back (11)
- Chapter 6: feigning madness inevitably leads to false reality (5)
- Chapter five: feigning madness will inevitably lead to false reality (3)
- Chapter five: feigning madness will inevitably lead to false reality (4)
- Chapter five: feigning madness will inevitably lead to false reality (6)
- Chapter five: feigning madness will inevitably lead to false reality (7)
- Chapter five: feigning madness will inevitably lead to false reality (8)
- Chapter five: feigning madness will inevitably lead to false reality (9)
- Chapter 5: feigning madness will inevitably lead to false reality (10)
- Chapter five: feigning madness will inevitably lead to false reality (11)
- Chapter 12: pretending to be true (Chapter 5)
- Chapter 6: years are gentle like a knife (2)
- Chapter 6: years are gentle like a knife (3)
- Chapter 6: years are gentle like a knife (4)
- Chapter 6: years are gentle like a knife (5)
- Chapter 6: years are gentle like a knife (6)
- Chapter 6: years are gentle like a knife (7)
- Chapter 6: years are gentle like a knife (8)